Lessons from the sick

I am not sure how much longer I am going to keep blogging... I am feeling repetitive. Most of my intense thoughts are already out there, I just keep cycling them around. As I get better, then relapse and start new protocols, it will be more of the same. More self-doubt, more anger, more forgiveness, more frustration, more hopes crushed, more meager attempts of acceptance. I'm not sure writing it out again is helpful to anyone, including myself.


Blogging has forced me to think about being sick, to express what it means concisely and quietly. Giving those I love a look into my convulsions of my mind. I am feeling pretty good right now, which makes life seem incredible and lymes a small blip on my life screen. Blogging seems less important as good days outnumber bad.

Before totally dismantling this blog, I am going to try to put together some final thoughts on a long fight that is continuing in my body and mind. Let me know if the blog continues to be helpful or if what I have up is already enough/too much of an insight into my life.