Feeling alive...

You know those times when life is good. like really good. and you can't stop smiling?

I'm getting there. Not because life is really good, but I am starting to get some energy back, this new regimen is working.

It's so hard to describe, it's like the ethereal feeling that I know I've just legitimately been in a moment. Like for one second I wasn't sick, or working on having energy or thinking about how I would "normally" act - I just was. Those moments make me want to shout... and I always end up smiling, knowing that I am appreciating whatever mundane thing just happened way more than whoever is with me.