The update

Doctors today. 1 to 2 months left. Beginning of March the line comes out.

90% is hard. 90% is so close to 100... too close. How am I supposed to slow down and finish getting better when I am finally able to do something? The hardest stage.

(eh, it's only the hardest because I am in it)


Do you think I'm better? Sometimes I hope I am. But that is so dangerous. I can't help but think I might be able to go work for Outward Bound but I'll be back on meds by September. Not knowing is fucking brutal. The end of this stage is near. But who knows when the next one will be...