I belong anywhere but inbetween
I have a job. I work at a rock gym. Seriously. It's incredible. I have to go do something. I have to get out of bed. I have to. The gym is sweet and so are the people, but the best part is that I have enough energy for a part-time job. I can make it through the day and think only twice about being sick.
Decisions to do normal things come more easily and with less stress because the repercussions on my body are not as severe. It's truly freeing. I have a purpose (abet minor).
I feel like I am flying.