I feel normal
so let's not jinx it. It is pretty incredible... I can go through days and almost forget I was sick. I can let my mind wander to epic adventures like hiking the AT or PCT or traveling to Vietnam.
There is always doubt, I always expect it to be short lived but I feel like i could train again, get back in shape and do triathlons. It's getting harder for me to take my meds consistently because I am feeling so healthy.
It's awesome and freeing and feels permanent. Can I finally leave this stage behind? Man, I hope so.